You just do what you want to do for your sense of your creative life. If no one else wants to see it, that’s fine. Storytelling reveals meaning without committing the error of defining it. You expect far too much of a first sentence…He was not so resolv’d when last we spake together. I say the sentences again and again in my head until they sound right. When anyone tells me I can’t do anything…I’m just not listening anymore.

I have no more money, I cannot buy anymore ebooks. I can’t download anymore. I’m tired.